Chapter 60: The Irony is that the Meaning of Ravian Rose is Rosy Days

After parting ways with Fu~min, the policeman guides me to the waiting room next to the staff room.

Even though it was a school facility, I had never been in this room before. Usually, the school counselor uses this room for counseling.

「Please wait here」

「Yes, thank you」

When I entered the room, it was about the same size as a science experiment laboratory. Maybe even smaller?

The room had a six-seater sofa set, and there was already one person sitting on the sofa in the back.

She was a very flashy woman.

Her curly hair, dyed platinum gold, almost white, was so voluminous that I wondered how much she was piling on.

She was wearing an open-neck dress that went all the way to her shoulders. What’s more, the dress had a sexy shape that seemed to stick to her body perfectly.

No matter how I looked at her, she looked like a cabaret girl on her way to work. The way she stood out from the surrounding scenery was unbelievable.

However, the moment the woman looked up…

「Huh!?」

I gasped.

「Ara~… It’s been a while since I’ve seen you, “Ko-ga-nei”…….」

Her mouth twisted into the shape of the crescent moon.

Yes, this person with the smile on her face was the one who gave me such a terrible time…….

「……Anna…… Senpai」

Anna Teruya-senpai.

She was the one who bullied me and even made me do it.

「Why are you…… here……?」

「What? I’m here to escort Hikaru-chan. I promised to take her out for a nice meal. You’ve changed your look a lot, and you seem to have a lot of money. Koganei…… or is it Fujiwara now?」

She knows my new last name.

（No good. There is no escape……」

As soon as I thought that, my heart thumped and jumped.

It was an unpleasant feeling.

「Haa, Haa, Haa……」

「Are~? What’s wrong with you? You look pale, “Ko-ga-nei”」

My heart wouldn’t stop thumping. I can’t breathe. I can’t stop shaking.

And I involuntarily fell to my knees.

「What’s wrong? Are you alright?」

A policeman who looked flustered looked into my face.

（Help me, I’m being eaten, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared）

I scream in my heart, but I can’t say it out loud.

「Haa, Haa, Haa, Haa……」

（I’m in pain, my chest is hurting, I can’t breathe. I’m so screwed……）

As soon as I thought that.

「Hey, hey! A-are you alright!」

It was as if the TV had been turned off and my eyes went completely dark.

◇ ◇ ◇

No matter how many disguises I wear, it’s still a bad.

And I let out a sigh at the reflection of myself in the mirror.

Sunglasses that look like the compound eyes of a dragonfly. A light blue medical mask and a baseball cap of a local team. A tour T-shirt of a Western death metal band that Kyoko-san had found in her closet.

「Nee-chan, you have unexpected taste in music…」

That’s what Kyoko-san had said, but it certainly didn’t look like something that Ryoko-san would own.

It was an illustration of a muscular, naked man swinging a hammer over a pile of dead bodies. If I look at it positively, it looks like a painting of Rubens’ “The Resurrection of Christ”. The machismo.

I wore a pair of tight black jeans borrowed from Kyoko-san.

There was nothing I could do about the shoes, so they were simply loafers that I wore to match my uniform, which was also lame.

As a reader model, I wanted to say, “Kill me please!” because it’s so hopelessly lame.

I can’t help but think that the world is a crazy place when I have to dress like this just to meet my boyfriend.

And now, when I arrived at the meeting place, Jun-kun was already there.

When he saw me, he said.

「Well…… it looks good on you」

He said this with a slightly twitchy face.

「…… No need to push yourself. It’s just a disguise. I know it’s lame……」

Rather, it’s not a compliment to say that it looks good on me.

Then, Jun-kun smiled bitterly and changed the subject.

「So, where should we go? We can go to a tea house or an arcade……」

「You know…… I’m dressed like this, and I don’t want the media to find me, so I’d prefer somewhere private……」

「Well…… then, I guess that…」

Through his sunglasses, I could see his expression, as if he was tense and trying to stifle his excitement.

It was exactly as Kyoko-san had said.

So, Jun-kun has that kind of face, too.

（Hmm…… Jun-kun too? What does “too” mean?）

It’s not that I’m disappointed by this, but…… I can’t help but think that boys are like that.

However, it’s little annoying to see him hesitate all the time with a look on his face as if to say, “What if she doesn’t like it?”.

Well, what I want is Jun-kun’s shirt. So, I grabbed the cuff of his shirt and whispered to him.

「Wherever Jun-kun wants to go, I’m fine…….」

◇ ◇ ◇

In the end, Jun-kun took my hand and we entered a hotel called Ravian Rose behind the station.

Of course, I knew that there was a love hotel here, but it was the first time for both of us to go to a love hotel, so we were confused every step of the way, from choosing a room from the panel to moving to the room.

When we managed to get into the room, we both let out a big sigh.

「Phew…… it’s so systematic or something……」

「Yeah…….」

When I took off my facemask, hat and sunglasses and sat down on the bed, Jun-kun sat down next to me and looked into my face.

「I wanted to see you. I was really worried about you, you know. I’m really glad that you came back safely」

「Yeah, I’m sorry about it…….」

I don’t remember anything about the time I was missing. I’ve told Jun-kun that as well. Or rather, I can only say that.

There are things that I remember, but I can’t say it to anyone.

But that’s how I came back.

I came back to Jun-kun’s place.

I was embraced by someone. That must be true. But I don’t even know who it was. It was silly to even worry about it.

So, I’m going to reweave our temporarily broken relationship and start all over again as Jun-kun’s girlfriend.

Now, when I close my eyes, Jun-kun puts his lips on mine quietly.

A long , long, long kiss.

But his tongue doesn’t enter at all. Aren’t we doing rushed play? And unable to hold back, I hugged Jun-kun and inserted my tongue.

「Mugo!?」

I heard Jun-kun’s startled voice.

But I couldn’t stop now. I love him so much.

I licked Jun-kun’s mouth, gums, and tongue all over the place. And when we parted our lips, a white thread was drawn between our lips.

「Haa~… Haa~… Misuzu, you are so intense」

「I-is that so……? But the thought of being with Jun-kun for the first time in a long time made me …… happy」

Jun-kun’s eyes looked as if they were melting.

But at the same time, he seemed to be slightly retracted.

（W-what’s happen to me? I’ve never had a French kiss with Jun-kun before, Right……?）

「I love you…… Misuzu」

「Hyan」

He pushed me down on the bed, pulled up my t-shirt, and touched my breasts over my bra.

Very gentle hands. That’s right. That first day was also like this.

At any rate, it was a good thing that I refused to wear the sexy underwear that Kyoko-san was talking about. Because he was already a little taken back by the kiss.

”Whoa! Nee-chan, you’ve got some great stuff!” She said, and showed me a black see-through underwear. It was something that had almost no hidden parts.

If I had worn that, I don’t know if he would have been surprised.

I really have to be careful.

This is the second time that both Jun-kun and I have had sex today.

If I show him something unusual, he’s going to suspect me of a lot of things.

It’s not that I’m saying I’m innocent, but I’m just saying that I’m glad I’m back home and I can’t see myself getting along with Jun-kun.

But still… it’s frustrating.

Jun-kun is still rubbing my breasts from the top of my bra. It’s not that it doesn’t feel good at all, but it’s not enough to make my voice leak out.

Was it like this the first time I had sex with Jun-kun?

I think at that time, I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I kept covering my face with my hands.

And Jun-kun did what he was supposed to do, and I just accepted it as he did.

And when it came time to insert it, I remember that it was hard to insert, it hurt, it hurt, it hurt, and it took a very long time.

As I was thinking about this, Jun-kun’s hand stopped.

「Can I take it off?」

「Yes…….」

The t-shirt came off easily, but the tight jeans seemed to be difficult to take off. I wondered if I should have taken them off first. However, if I do that, I feel like he might be reluctant.

But I was frustrated that he couldn’t unbutton my jeans forever, so I finally said.

「Jun-kun, wait a minute, I’m going to take if off……」

「O-okay」

I got off the bed, took off my jeans, and lay down on the bed again.

What is it? It’s a little awkward. As if to disguise the awkwardness, Jun-kun kissed my mouth and began to rub my breasts over my bra again.

（Don’t you want to go further ……?）

Yeah, yeah. It’s not that I don’t feel it…

But isn’t it a bit long? It’s a little too much of a rushed play.

After about five minutes, Jun-kun finally pushed up my bra.

I let out a sigh of relief, but it was short-lived.

Then, he suddenly pushed my nipple with his thumb.

No, nothing will come out even if you press it like a button, you know.

But it would be so much easier if it was designed to make me cum when the button was pressed.

After rolling my nipples with his fingertips for a bit, he asked again.

「Can I lick it?」

「Y-yes」

When he rolled my nipple in his mouth, the rough texture of his tongue felt good.

「A-ahh, Ah…」

When my voice started to leak out, Jun-kun got excited and started to squeeze my breasts a little harder.

But that was a long time too.

It’s so long that my nipples become sore from saliva.

……No, no, no. I should not get frustrated. This is my second time with Jun-kun. This kind of thing is something that takes time to get better and better at.

And finally, or maybe finally…… Jun-kun’s fingertips touched my crotch. I knew I had to wear it.

But it’s unbearable to be rubbed on the underwear for another ten or twenty minutes.

I love Jun-kun. However, this is a different matter.

「Jun-kun…… Please-take-it-off」

While whispering this into his ear, I covered my face in embarrassment.

Even I can do this kind of acting.

「Y-yeah」

Jun-kun seemed to be a little excited by his beloved girlfriend’s begging, and hurriedly pulled down my panties.

「Fuuhh……」

He exhaled excitedly and pressed his fingertip on my clitoris. Like a button.

No, why you doing that? Nothing’s coming out!

I wonder what it is. Is there a misconception that if he presses on the part that sticks out, it will feel good?

If I could press on my clitoris and a beam would come out of my eyes, I would feel good all the way around, but in a different way.

Jun-kun traced around the labia and then inserted his fingertips into the vagina.

「Ah, anhhh……」

As expected, I can feel it when his finger goes in. But when he got to the first joint, he pulled it out.

「Misuzu…… You’re already very wet」

That said, he smiled happily.

I’m glad he’s happy. But…… it’s a little complicated. It’s not so much that I feel it, but that the result of being rushed. Well… if I’ve been …… rushed like that, I’m going to get wet naturally.

「No good. I can’t take it anymore. I can put it in, can’t I?」

（Ehhh――――!?）

Wait a minute! So suddenly? Isn’t the pacing wrong? Aren’t you too focused on my breasts? I mean, you’ve only touched the breasts, right?

I thought that…… but of course I couldn’t say it out loud. And I can’t wait to see what happens next.

「……Yes」

After I nodded a little, he sat up and stared at my crotch.

No, it’s too embarrassing. It’s a shame to come here and play with shame.

When I covered my face with my hand.

「Well, this is it, right?」

I heard his voice.

I thought it was an embarrassment play, but it turned out to be a confirmation.

Instantly, the tip of his cock touched a slightly misplaced spot.

（A little lower, a little lower. Wrong. It’s not that hole!）

Eventually, I felt a nipping sensation, and his cock finally entered me.

「Ahhh…」

（Ah! That’s right, that’s how it feels! This feeling feels so good!）

I felt a tingle in the pit of my stomach at the feeling I had been waiting for.

「Misuzu, are you okay? Does it hurt?」

「Eh, yes… it’s okay」

It was no wonder he was worried.

The first time he did it, it hurt so much that I screamed out in pain. And I was so happy that Jun-kun came so quickly that I honestly thought I was saved.

「Can I move…… then?」

「Yes」

Jun-kun started to move his hips slowly, and I …

—- Hmm?

I involuntary tilted my head.

（Let’s see…… it has entered, right?）

I feel like I’m being rubbed around the entrance, but it’s not really hitting the right spot.

「Ugh! I-it’s amazing, Misuzu…. Your inside is so tight」

「Eh…….」

What is it? Am I…… in bad shape?

「Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah, Jun-kun, go deeper, please」

「Y-yeah」

While acting and begging, Jun-kun was very happy and started to move his hips hard.

But not much has changed.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

「Does it feel good, Misuzu?」

「Eh? Y-yes…… it feels good」

「I feel so good too, and I’m going to cum!」

「Eh?」

Immediately, I felt his cock quivering inside my vagina. Then, the warm feeling slowly spread to my lower stomach.

（W-what? Why? Even though he was let it out inside……）

I don’t feel that good feeling.

Is it possible that I’ve become insensitive?

「……Misuzu, that felt really good」

「Y-yeah. Me too」

Jun-kun smiled with satisfaction, and I smiled back, upset inside.

And as I watched his cock being slowly pulled out, I realized something I shouldn’t have.

（What……? It’s small……?）

It looked a lot smaller than I remembered it to be.

◇ ◇ ◇

When I woke up, Fu~min was looking into my face.

（Oh, it’s ……Fu~min）

When I thought that, my body was jumped up and I was hugging Fu~min tightly.

「Ueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!」

「W-what’s the matter, Fujiwara-san? What’s going on?」

「I’m scared…… Sob, I’m scared…… Sob, I’m scared」

「All right, all right」

Fu~min hugged me and stroked my head as if he were nursing a crying child.

After a while, when I calmed down a little, Fu~min looked into my face and smiled.

「I’ll ask you what happened when you’ve calmed down. I’ll send you home」

But I just shook my head.

If I leave Fu~min now, I’ll die from anxiety.

That’s what I thought.

「Fu~min, I don’t want to leave you. Let’s go to the hotel, Ravian Rose. The other day…… we’ll continue now, please…… so don’t leave me alone…….」